Archives – Page 6

Archives – Page 6
Journal entries dated November 4, 2009 to January 5, 2010
(Posts published 2/17/10 to 4/28/10)

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Post #251: SPOTLIGHT
(Posted to the blog on 2/17/10)
Spotlight – A Surprisingly Sane Blog: Spotlight on a great blog

Post #252: November 4, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/18/10)
Repeat performances: How can I feel safe when I’m always fighting to protect my boundaries


Post #253: November 6, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/19/10)
Five steps backward: Stuck in depression, not wanting to continue living

Post #254: November 7, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/22/10)
Words from cooler heads: Posts from other blogs that look at suicide and perfectionism

Post #255: November 10, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/23/10)
A ray of sunshine: I find commercial space for my piano studio

Post #256: READER INPUT
(Posted to the blog on 2/24/10)
Reader Input – Asking for apologies: When is it appropriate to ask someone to apologize?

Post #257: November 13, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/25/10)
It just fell into my lap! I find my dream piano

Post #258: November 15, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/26/10)
Stabbing pain: Remembering a gynecology appointment that left me feeling violated

Post #259: November 17, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/1/10)
He has kind eyes: I want to be in touch with my femininity

Post #260: November 18, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/2/10)
Hope confirmed: We finalize the lease for my new piano studio

Post #261: November 19, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/3/10)
You have no idea how glad! My eldest student disappears



Post #262: November 21, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/4/10)
One tough cookie: What does it mean to be tough? Strong?


Post #263: November 26, 2009 (3pm)
(Posted to the blog on 3/5/10)
Unsettling exposure: One of the children in my care exposes his penis


Post #264: November 26, 2009 (9pm)
(Posted to the blog on 3/8/10)
Am I ready to look in the mirror? A book with clinical photos showing physiological effects of sexual abuse

Post #265: November 27, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/9/10)
Finding middle ground: Having trouble getting out of bed

Post #266: GUEST POST
(Posted to the blog on 3/10/10)
Guest Post: A Still, Small Voice: My guest post on the blog “Heal My PTSD” – How I’m finding my way through the healing process

Post #267: November 29, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/11/10)
I need it for me: My need for safety influences my piano studio policy

Post #268: November 30, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/12/10)
Watching from the wings: A piano recital for my students

Post #269: December 1, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/15/10)
Doing my part: Healing my beliefs about men requires daily choosing

Post #270: December 2, 2009 (2pm)
(Posted to the blog on 3/16/10)
I hear the train whistling: What started out as a fun idea takes a turn for the worse

Post #271: SPOTLIGHT
(Posted to the blog on 3/17/10)
Spotlight – Emerging From Broken: Spotlight on a great blog

Post #272: December 2, 2009 (8pm)
(Posted to the blog on 3/18/10)
Comforting the scared ones: Speaking compassionately to the scared parts of me

Post #273: December 3, 2009 (2pm)
(Posted to the blog on 3/19/10)
The self-propelling piano: It seems I’m stuck with a not-so-great electric piano for my mini-concert

Post #274: December 3, 2009 (9pm)
(Posted to the blog on 3/22/10)
Uncertain choices: Should I reconnect with Mark (therapist #1)?

Post #275: December 4, 2009 (noon)
(Posted to the blog on 3/23/10)
But my gut says yes: My gut tells me I need to finish the unfinished business I have with Mark

Post #276: December 4, 2009 (10pm)
(Posted to the blog on 3/24/10)
Reaching for connection: I ask Mark if he is willing to take me as a client again

Post #277: December 5, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/25/10)
Counting the moments: Waiting for Mark’s response is tough

Post #278: December 6, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/26/10)
My tail is spinning: All the pressures come crashing in at once

Post #279: December 7, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/29/10)
Finding a bit of stability: Playing the piano brings a bit of relief

Post #280: December 8, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/30/10)
No harm, no foul: Mark says he is willing to work with me again

Post #281: December 9, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 3/31/10)
A day for roaring: Hearing from Mark raises my spirits

Post #282: READER INPUT
(Posted to the blog on 4/1/10)
Reader Input – Who are you? How do you go about learning the “real deal” about yourself or someone else?

Post #283: December 13, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/2/10)
Just in the nick of time: Phew, I don’t have to perform a concert all by myself


Post #284: December 14, 2009 – 11am
(Posted to the blog on 4/5/10)
I can’t even crack a joke: Wait, no . . . I do have to perform for the full 30 minutes . . .
this is not good


Post #285: December 14, 2009 – 8pm
(Posted to the blog on 4/6/10)
You can lay the blame on me: Wait, no . . . I’m not performing at all . . . whew!


Post #286: GUEST POST
(Posted to the blog on 4/7/10)
Guest Post – Wolf in Sheeps’ Clothing: It is common for addictions to cover up the true source of pain

Post #287: December 16, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/8/10)
I must be too nice! Maybe people shit on me because I’m too accommodating

Post #288: December 17, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/9/10)
Anger towards God: Being brave enough to voice my feelings towards God

Post #289: December 18, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/12/10)
Degrees of severity: How is the severity of abuse defined?


Post #290: December 20, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/13/10)
My own field of dreams: New piano students and ponderings about God


Post #291: SPOTLIGHT
(Posted to the blog on 4/14/10)
Spotlight – The Rapacious Creditor: Spotlight on a great blog


Post #292: December 24, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/15/10)
Battle between flesh and willpower: Is a trip to the emergency room necessary?

Post #293: December 25, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/16/10)
So much for interpersonal boundaries: My sister and I face off in the middle of the night

Post #294: December 29, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 4/19/10)
A welcome contrast: Glad to be back home and in the new studio

************* RETURNED TO THERAPY WITH THERAPIST #1 (MARK) *************

Post #295: January 1, 2010
(Posted to the blog on 4/20/10)
An exercise in touch: My plan for a therapeutic exercise

Post #296: READER INPUT
(Posted to the blog on 4/21/10)
Reader Input – Therapists: How do you select your therapists?

Post #297: January 3, 2010
(Posted to the blog on 4/22/10)
A perfect partner: Is my therapist a good fit for me?



Post #298: January 4, 2010
(Posted to the blog on 4/23/10)
Uncomfortable stimuli: Ways I can respond to triggering situations



Post #299: January 5, 2010 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 4/26/10)
Something I must do – Part 1: I’m not ready to give up hope on my ability to be in an emotionally intimate relationship

Post #300: January 5, 2010 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 4/27/10)
Something I must do – Part 2: I’m still angry at Mark

Post #301: January 5, 2010 – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 4/28/10)
Something I must do – Part 3: The delicate balance between feeling safe and being challenged

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