Archives – Page 5

Archives – Page 5
Journal entries dated July 31, 2009 to November 3, 2009
(Posts published 12/14/09 to 2/16/10)

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Post #201: July 31, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 12/14/09)
Trying hard to not be rude: Dealing with family members who try to push their religious beliefs on me

Post #202: August 1, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 12/15/09)
Where is God in all of this?: Can I depend on God to meet my needs?

Post #203: GUEST POST
(Posted to the blog on 12/16/09)
Guest Post by Isabella Mori: What works for you in your search for answers about God?

Post #204: August 2, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 12/17/09)
A legitimate excuse: My reason for hanging onto fear, paralysis and panic

Post #205: VACATION!
(Posted to the blog on 12/18/09)
Vacation: Editorial note about my upcoming vacation

Post #206: August 5, 2009 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 12/18/09)
All about community – Part 1: I see a healthy part of the legacy I received from my parents

Post #207: August 5, 2009 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 12/21/09)
All about community – Part 2: A humorous opportunity for neighbors to help neighbors

Post #208: August 5, 2009 – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 12/22/09)
All about community – Part 3: We spend a relaxing evening with our neighbors

Post #209: SPOTLIGHT
(Posted to the blog on 12/23/09)
Spotlight – May We Dance Upon Their Graves: Spotlight on a great blog

Post #210: August 6, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 12/24/09)
Turning loose of control: I start finding balance between being a white-knuckled control freak and a structure-less jelly fish

Post #211: August 7, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 12/25/09)
How do I do it right?: What do I need to do in order to live a “right” life?


Post #212: August 8, 2009 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 12/28/09)
Little moments – Part 1: Much needed money shows up, lessons with my autistic student are going well



Post #213: August 8, 2009 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 12/29/09)
Little moments – Part 2: It feels like I have a heart-to-heart connection with my little piano student

Post #214: August 16, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 12/30/09)
A squeeze machine: A local author writes about a device she uses to relieve anxiety

Post #215: August 19, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 12/31/09)
Shame bad shame bad shame: Panic that I might be corrupting a little boy

Post #216: August 20, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/1/10)
Jumbo tools of sex: My sexuality is broken and I’m disconnected from my gender

Post #217: August 21, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/3/10)
Pain is a great teacher: Excerpts from a couple of “healing from trauma” books

Post #218: August 22, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/4/10)
A window into history: A night terror facilitates healing somatic exploration


Post #219: August 25, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/5/10)
One legged crickets: Turf wars with crickets


Post #220: READER INPUT
(Posted to the blog on 1/6/10)
Reader Input – What comes first? How healed is “healed enough” for being in a healthy relationship?


Post #221: August 26, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/7/10)
Supportive and discreet friends: Appreciation for the support of my blogging friends

Post #222: August 31, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/8/10)
Something crazy and fun: My first webcam video

Post #223: September 6, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/11/10)
It pays to talk: I resolve a major conflict with one of my housemates

Post #224: September 7, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/12/10)
Making a joyful noise: Introduction to Sacred Harp sings

Post #225: GUEST POST
(Posted to the blog on 1/13/10)
Guest Post: Dangers of Meditation: Meditation can be beneficial for post-trauma healing

Post #226: September 15, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/14/10)
Enough work and worry: Slacking off is permissible


Post #227: September 18, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/15/10)
Male attention: Someone catches my interest

Post #228: September 19, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/18/10)
I dance pretty well for a honky: Tex-mex music, dancing and food


Post #229: September 23, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/19/10)
Keeping it aboveboard: Can I behave myself with a married man?

Post #230: September 24, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/20/10)
The million-dollar question: Why am I willing to participate in questionable relationships?

Post #231: SPOTLIGHT
(Posted to the blog on 1/21/10)
Spotlight – Mind Parts: Spotlight on a great blog

Post #232: September 25, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/22/10)
And now I am here: Do people value me?

Post #233: September 26, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/25/10)
The many faces of depression: There are benefits to depression

Post #234: September 27, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/26/10)
I am a musician: I start seeing myself in a new light

Post #235: September 29, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/27/10)
Another step out of hiding: Teaching a class on blogging


Post #236: September 30, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/28/10)
Special students: Finding the best way to meet the needs of my students

Post #237: October 8, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/29/10)
A non-productive cycle: A coach helps me look at a productivity issue


Post #238: October 12, 2009 (midday)
(Posted to the blog on 1/31/10)
A sense of badness: Can I contaminate my students just by being around them?

Post #239: October 12, 2009 (9pm)
(Posted to the blog on 2/1/10)
Maybe the good outweighs the bad: Maybe there is good in my students witnessing my progressive healing

Post #240: October 13, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/2/10)
A big empty ache: A hug from my ex-therapist has a strong effect on me

Post #241: READER INPUT
(Posted to the blog on 2/3/10)
Reader Input – Getting heard: How do you make sure you are being heard?

Post #242: October 15, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/4/10)
Moments of joy: Finding ways to meet the needs of each individual piano student

Post #243: October 18, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/5/10)
Holding them responsible: If my parents loved
me so much, why did they
abuse me?

Post #244: October 23, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/8/10)
The meaning behind a touch: I avoid all touch with people because I fear they will think I’m coming on to them

Post #245: October 24, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/9/10)
Keeping promises: Anger about people not keeping their promises to me

Post #246: GUEST POST
(Posted to the blog on 2/10/10)
Guest Post – PTSD (Power) Balance: Finding balance by feeding your joy


Post #247: October 25, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/11/10)
Honest but selfish: I don’t fault my ex-husband for being honest


Post #248: November 2, 2009 – 3am
(Posted to the blog on 2/12/10)
How innocent am I really? A memory about a time I may have acted out sexually as a child

Post #249: November 2, 2009 – 6pm
(Posted to the blog on 2/15/10)
Bending over and . . . Things with my housemates get really bad

Post #250: November 3, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/16/10)
Just don’t tear it down! I’m not asking people to do my work for me, I just want them to support me as I’m trying to make progress

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