Archives – Page 17

Archives – Page 17
Journal entries dated February 29, 2012 to present
(Posts published 3/10/13 to now)

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Post #801: February 29, 2012 – morning
(Posted to the blog on 3/10/13)
Egg on my face: I discover I messed up when I sent an email to Luke, so I try to fix it and only make it worse

Post #802: February 29, 2012 – evening
(Posted to the blog on 3/11/13)
Responsive gentlemen: I ask a guy on a date; I’m surprised and delighted when Luke calls me

Post #803: February 29, 2012 – midnight
(Posted to the blog on 3/12/13)
Showing the real me – Part 1: I decide to share my story with Luke, starting with what caused my psychological issues

Post #804: February 29, 2012 – midnight
(Posted to the blog on 3/13/13)
Showing the real me – Part 2: My story: What has changed since I started therapy

Post #805: February 29, 2012 – midnight
(Posted to the blog on 3/14/13)
Showing the real me – Part 3: My story: What has changed since my interaction with him

Post #806: March 3, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/15/13)
Following through: I go on a date, and on a hike

Post #807: March 4, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/16/13)
Grinning from ear to ear: I am surprised by an invitation to a party at Luke’s house

Post #808: March 7, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/20/13)
The Good Stuff – Part 1: I share the audio tapes from my time with pine tree with Edward; I express concern that my “feeling good” might not last

Post #809: March 7, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/21/13)
The Good Stuff – Part 2: Edward and I discuss what it was like for me to stand up to my dad

Post #810: March 7, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/22/13)
The Good Stuff – Part 3: I tell Edward about the “off” feeling I got about a man while on a date with him

Post #811: March 7, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/23/13)
The Good Stuff – Part 4: I tell Edward the latest news with Luke

Post #812: March 10, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/24/13)
Round four: Me 1 – Viola 2 – Draw 1: I am feeling so good; I focus on losing weight so I can look skinnier at Luke’s party

Post #813: March 12, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/25/13)
Stoking the fire: My weight loss efforts are going better than expected

Post #814: March 13, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/26/13)
Gone with the wind: I have an emotional crash and go back to my destructive patterns

Post #815: March 14, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/27/13)
Reality check: I bring my thinking back to a healthier middle ground

Post #816: March 23, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/28/13)
Catching my breath: I have an extremely busy weekend; I try to convince myself I can handle going to Luke’s party

Post #817: March 26, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/29/13)
Joy buzz – Part 1: I set aside my negative feelings and attend Luke’s party

Post #818: March 26, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/30/13)
Joy buzz – Part 2: I allow myself to “let my hair down” and have a blast at Luke’s party

Post #819: March 28, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 3/31/13)
The greater desire – Part 1: My therapist and I review how I was able to attend a party despite feeling negative about my appearance

Post #820: March 28, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 4/1/13)
The greater desire – Part 2: We examine in what ways I still feel disgusting and how that perception of myself has started to shift

Post #821: March 28, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 4/2/13)
The greater desire – Part 3: We compare how I used to relate to men and how I am now relating to them

Post #822: March 28, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 4/3/13)
The greater desire – Part 4: Edward and I discuss what is working in the new way I am relating to men

Post #823: March 28, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 4/4/13)
The greater desire – Part 5: I express the sadness I feel when I ponder what Luke might be experiencing within relationships

Post #824: March 28, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 4/5/13)
The greater desire – Part 6: Edward and I review the healthy changes I’m experiencing within my relationships

Post #825: March 30, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 4/6/13)
Not too uncomfortable – Part 1: I move though fear and accept a fitness challenge

Post #826: March 30, 2012
(Posted to the blog on 4/7/13)
Not too uncomfortable – Part 2: I reach out for help on my physical fitness plan

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