The following blog posts all touch on the topic of the physical expression of feelings and emotions:
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March 27, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 2/5/09)
My ability to affect men: Does T want me to continue as a client? My sexuality; Being a mistress; Self-sabotage
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May 27, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 3/27/09)
Allowing the memories to come: Fear about role-playing; More memories come to the surface
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June 1, 2008 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 3/30/09)
The sexual pleasure I experienced: Still fearful about role-playing; Remembering the shameful pleasure
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June 1, 2008 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 4/2/09)
It is easier to not touch: Fear about touch and expressing explosive emotions
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June 15, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 4/7/09)
A trapped tiger: Ponderings about healthy expression of emotion
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June 29, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 4/14/09)
Stuck in an angry place: Physically frozen
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July 7, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 4/17/09)
I wanted to be frightful: I wish I could physically act out what I’m feeling inside
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July 15, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 4/19/09)
Feeling stuck and angry: I’m stuck and can’t do this anymore
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July 27, 2008 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 4/30/09)
A dream brings memories: Memories arrive through dreams; I’m still physically frozen
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October 28, 2008 – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 6/8/09)
An end to therapy – Part 3: I have a theory as to why I am so addicted to violent porn — and the theory gives me great hope
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April 17, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 8/18/09)
How I really feel: I give myself permission to write down what I REALLY feel about Dr. Barb
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June 1, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 9/2/09)
My body tells the story: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – my physical body
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 9
(Posted to the blog on 9/30/09)
Lasting effects – Part 9: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – sleep, will to live, expression of emotions
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June 26, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 10/16/09)
Putting names to the faces: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – dissociation
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June 29, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 10/20/09)
A step into the world of autism: My piano student’s way of interacting through touch challenges my comfort zone
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June 30, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 10/22/09)
A cruel blast of cold air: A dream reveals some hidden yet-to-be-defined emotional trauma
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July 16, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 11/16/09)
My hope is strong: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – my reasons for documenting what I remember
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READER INPUT
(Posted to the blog on 12/4/09)
Reader Input – Nose dives: Discussion on the causes and prevention of emotional nose dives
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August 20, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/1/10)
Jumbo tools of sex: My sexuality is broken and I’m disconnected from my gender
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August 31, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/8/10)
Something crazy and fun: My first webcam video
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September 7, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/12/10)
Making a joyful noise: Introduction to Sacred Harp sings
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September 19, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/18/10)
I dance pretty well for a honky: Tex-mex music, dancing and food
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September 30, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 1/28/10)
Special students: Finding the best way to meet the needs of my students
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October 23, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 2/8/10)
The meaning behind a touch: I avoid all touch with people because I fear they will think I’m coming on to them
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January 4, 2010
(Posted to the blog on 4/23/10)
Uncomfortable stimuli: Ways I can respond to triggering situations
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January 7, 2010 – 3pm – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 5/6/10)
This day finally arrived – Part 3: A touch exercise triggers a strong body memory
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January 9, 2010 – morning
(Posted to the blog on 5/13/10)
Self-chatter marathon: Maybe I left my body during the mirror exercise
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January 13, 2010
(Posted to the blog on 5/20/10)
The pain of dealing with people: Everyday interaction with people can be difficult
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January 21, 2010 – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 6/8/10)
Session deux – Part 3: Questioning what it means to dissociate
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February 4, 2010 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 6/23/10)
Session trois – Part 1: Both Mark and I have tender spots in our psyches
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February 4, 2010 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 6/24/10)
Session trois – Part 2: Telling the truth and being believed — or not
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February 5, 2010 – noon – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 6/29/10)
Unlocking the mystery – Part 1: When I get triggered, I lock up
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February 5, 2010 – noon – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 6/30/10)
Unlocking the mystery – Part 2: Sometimes my therapist responds to my being triggered with skilled supported, sometimes with less effective ways
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February 5, 2010 – noon – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 7/1/10)
Unlocking the mystery – Part 3: Sometimes my therapist becomes aggressive in response to my being triggered
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February 5, 2010 – 7pm
(Posted to the blog on 7/6/10)
Melting down – 7pm: What if I quit trying to talk to people who aren’t willing to listen?
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February 16, 2010 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 7/19/10)
Finding my voice – Part 2: My therapist’s behavior is hurtful in a number of ways
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