The following blog posts all touch on the topic of my experiences with men that were sexual in nature:
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April 30, 2007
(Posted to the blog on 1/19/09)
Please fall in love with me: One bad night
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February 19, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 1/22/09)
Why can’t I stick with my plans . . . ??: I decide to go to therapy
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March 12, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 1/29/09)
Tapes that run inside my head: Homework assignment
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March 15, 2008 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 1/30/09)
I need a large personal space: Amendment to the touch boundary
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March 15, 2008 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 2/1/09)
Was he going to kill me?: Triggered — Memories of an assault
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March 27, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 2/5/09)
My ability to affect men: Does T want me to continue as a client? My sexuality; Being a mistress; Self-sabotage
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April 8, 2008 – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 2/16/09)
My spiritual journey – Part 3: Left the church; Developed my own spiritual belief structure; Had an abortion; Got married and divorced
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April 8, 2008 – Part 9
(Posted to the blog on 3/1/09)
My spiritual journey – Part 9: Trying to explain the mechanics of my own paranormal abilities
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April 10, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 3/4/09)
Was I was abused but don’t remember?: First inklings surface that I may have been molested
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May 11, 2008
(Posted to the blog on 3/22/09)
The loss of innocence: Disclosing too much too soon; Sadness; Healthy sexual fantasies
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June 1, 2008 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 4/2/09)
It is easier to not touch: Fear about touch and expressing explosive emotions
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October 26, 2008 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 5/28/09)
So much drama – Part 1: I feel isolated and unable to connect with community; Attending church has been painful; I’m confused about my sexual orientation
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October 26, 2008 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 5/31/09)
So much drama – Part 2: I’m confused about my gender identity; Connecting with people is challenging; My addiction to degrading porn causes me to feel disgusting
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March 28, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 7/29/09)
Saving me from myself: I am able to keep myself safe despite being tempted by the lure of destructive habits
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READER INPUT
(Posted to the blog on 8/5/09)
Reader Input – Relationships: Why be in a relationship?
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April 24, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 8/21/09)
Blast from the past: On Facebook, I find a current photo of the man I believe molested me
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June 2, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 9/8/09)
Trust in intimacy: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – intimacy
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June 3, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 9/9/09)
Confused sexuality: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – sexuality
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 1
(Posted to the blog on 9/13/09)
Lasting effects – Part 1: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – sexual/romantic relationships
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 2
(Posted to the blog on 9/15/09)
Lasting effects – Part 2: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – non-sexual relationships, physical touch
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 3
(Posted to the blog on 9/17/09)
Lasting effects – Part 3: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – physical touch
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 4
(Posted to the blog on 9/19/09)
Lasting effects – Part 4: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – physical touch, feeling safe during physical activities
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 5
(Posted to the blog on 9/21/09)
Lasting effects – Part 5: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – sexuality, compulsive behaviors
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 7
(Posted to the blog on 9/26/09)
Lasting effects – Part 7: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – self-worth
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June 15-17, 2009 – Part 8
(Posted to the blog on 9/28/09)
Lasting effects – Part 8: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – career, God, church, music, children
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June 24, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 10/14/09)
It’s easier to forget: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – forgetting it happened, splitting into all good or all bad
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July 3, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 10/24/09)
At my own pace: Entertaining fantasies in which I am the one initiating touch
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July 8, 2009
(Posted to the blog on 10/29/09)
Keeping to myself: Book study – “Courage to Heal” – intimacy, religion, sex
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